Remembering

Its that time of that year yet again. As I think back.. I probably said the same thing to you as I did last year. However, probably this year I wished that I could ask you all the questions I have in my head. The sad thing is I realized that I actually don’t remember a lot of things about you when it is suppose to be about remembering you.

1st : to ME

She’s has been crawling for 3 wks now but it was always towards toys which to me is quite disappointing sometimes  since I wonder how is it that I am more boring comparing to a mere toy.

So it was a wonderful moment for me when I see her crawling towards me when I go pick her up from the baby sitter today. So yeay!!

hmmm 2103 should be an ‘inspirational’ number for a 4d …

of smells & moments

I think the 2 most difficult thing to store got to be nice smells & precious moments.

Surprisingly (or not), I do enjoy most of my moments with Relm.  Mostly – I wished I could store the baby smells so that when she grow up when I can’t smell her anymore – I could still open that baby smell storage for my own enjoyment.  Maybe I think too far ahead.. but whenever I think that she’s going to grow up real soon – I do get mixed feelings.  I mean I should be happy that she’s growing up but yet I am a tad sad when I think about she will not need me to carry her or cuddle her in no time.  I wished I could record & capture everything but alas… it does not feel the same when I ‘playback’ that supposed moment.

I guess that’s why people keep having kids even after the ‘ordeal’ of child labour. As much as I enjoy those moments & smells, I would rather have someone inventing something to store good smells in bottle & have a camera that can capture the ‘feeling’ of those moments than having a few more kids.